If The Deep Sea Forgets You by Su Fuling

FULL INDEX - COMPLETE LIST OF CHAPTERS:
Synopsis and Starting Chapter
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 61 - Suspect
Chapter 62 - I Love You
Chapter 63 - To Be Together Forever
Chapter 64 - Like They Had Known Each Other
Chapter 65 - My Brother'S Girlfriend
Chapter 66 - The Lying Woman
Chapter 67 - I Want To Stay By You
Chapter 68 - Sick With Flu
Chapter 69 - Disgusting Words
Chapter 70 - God Brother And God Sister
Chapter 71 - I Want To Drop Out
Chapter 72 - Why Did You Fight
Chapter 73 - Sleeping On Your Bed
Chapter 74 - Thrown On The Bed
Chapter 75 - Do You Love Me?
Chapter 76 - Let'S Break Up
Chapter 77 - This Is No Longer Possible
Chapter 78 - I'M Your Sister-In-Law
Chapter 79 - Have You Ever Loved Me?
Chapter 80 - Seduction
Chapter 81 - Don'T Overstep The Boundaries
Chapter 82 - Hiding
Chapter 83 - Gastric
Chapter 84 - Fainted
Chapter 85 - Gastrointestinal Perforation
Chapter 86 - Busy For An Entire Night
Chapter 87 - Millet Porridge
Chapter 88 - Don'T Work Anymore
Chapter 89 - Babies
Chapter 90 - His Parents
Chapter 91 - I Just Want To Hug You
Chapter 92 - To Depend On
Chapter 93 - Beautiful Girl
Chapter 94 - Drinking
Chapter 95 - Kiss
Chapter 96 - Crying From Misery
Chapter 97 - Kissing Again
Chapter 98 - Kissing Technique
Chapter 99 - Taking A Peek
Chapter 100 - In The Water
Chapter 101 - Pain
Chapter 102 - I Remembered
Chapter 103 - Life-Saving Straw
Chapter 104 - Sleep
Chapter 105 - I'M Dead
Chapter 106 - Nightmare
Chapter 107 - Accompany Me To Sleep
Chapter 108 - Present
Chapter 109 - Falling In Love
Chapter 110 - Present
Chapter 111 - Travel
Chapter 112 - Waking Up
Chapter 113 - Seaside
Chapter 114 - See No Evil
Chapter 115 - Your Brother'S Really Handsome
Chapter 116 - Life And Death
Chapter 117 - Separation
Chapter 118 - Body Reaction
Chapter 119 - My Face
Chapter 120 - Loving Couple
Chapter 121 - Hickey
Chapter 122 - I'M Dirty
Chapter 123 - Unemotional
Chapter 124 - Wearing Clothes
Chapter 125 - Nian Nian
Chapter 126 - Anger
Chapter 127 - Marriage
Chapter 128 - Chaotic Truth
Chapter 129 - Wife
Chapter 130 - Husband
Chapter 131 - I Want To Look At You More
Chapter 132 - Your Restaurant
Chapter 133 - Keeping A Distance
Chapter 134 - A Loving Couple
Chapter 135 - A Long Memory
Chapter 136 - Locked From The Inside
Chapter 137 - I'M Not Your Older Brother
Chapter 138 - Our Memories
Chapter 139 - Insomnia
Chapter 140 - An Indescribable Night
Chapter 141 - A Red Wine Kiss
Chapter 142 - Going Back To See Mo Han
Chapter 143 - A Ferocious Kiss
Chapter 144 - Don'T Meet Again
Chapter 145 - Mother
Chapter 146 - Sleeping Together
Chapter 147 - Death
Chapter 148 - Turn A Blind Eye
Chapter 149 - My Wife
Chapter 150 - Handsome Guy
Chapter 151 - Let Me Go
Chapter 152 - A Person With A Family
Chapter 153 - The Little Girl Within The Memory
Chapter 154 - The Truth Comes To Light
Chapter 155 - Kiss Her
Chapter 156 - Take Off Your Clothes
Chapter 157 - The Real Song Nianmu
Chapter 158 - You Don'T Love Me
Chapter 159 - I Don'T Like You
Chapter 160 - Angry
Chapter 161 - Destined
Chapter 162 - Moving Out
Chapter 163 - Don'T Hurt Her
Chapter 164 - Injured
Chapter 165 - Reconcile
Chapter 166 - Ex-Girlfriend
Chapter 167 - Getting Back Together
Chapter 168 - An Incidental Kiss
Chapter 169 - Drunk
Chapter 170 - Getting Together
Chapter 171 - A Stranger
Chapter 172 - You Will Remember Me
Chapter 173 - Morning Kiss
Chapter 174 - Aren'T You Dead?
Chapter 175 - Follow Me
Chapter 176 - Cold-Hearted Beauty
Chapter 177 - I Love Him
Chapter 178 - I'M Leaving
Chapter 179 - I Will Die
Chapter 180 - I Really Miss You
Chapter 181 - I Will Return
Chapter 182 - I'Ll Be Obedient
Chapter 183 - Third Young Master In Prison
Chapter 184 - Hickey
Chapter 185 - A Man'S Smell
Chapter 186 - Separation
Chapter 187 - Departure
Chapter 188 - Missing
Chapter 189 - A Sudden Accident
Chapter 190 - My Star
Chapter 191 - Away From Home
Chapter 192 - Going Home
Chapter 193 (End) - I'M Home
Categories Genre: All, Completed, Drama, Mystery, Romance, Shoujo Status: Completed Tags Authors: ,

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Total Chapters in book: 193
Estimated words: 242224 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 1211(@200wpm)___ 969(@250wpm)___ 807(@300wpm)
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Chapter 176 - Cold-Hearted Beauty

Chapter 176: Cold-Hearted Beauty

Translator:

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Editor:

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She knew why these people were so surprised. She had already been here for four years, growing up from a little girl to who she was now, and she had never taken the initiative to speak up before, not to mention speaking in such a tone with Third Young Master.

Third Young Master only looked at her and smiled. “How are you going to leave?”

“He can do a lot of things for us with one hand left.”

“You want to let him do things for us.”

“His fate is in your hands, he can only follow your orders in the future.”

“Makes sense.” Third Young Master’s tone changed. “But I don’t understand why you want to keep him alive.”

She did not dare to speak.

Third Young Master said, “It’s rare that you spoke up, how can I refuse you? We’ll listen to you, spare his hand and his life.”

She did not show any expression, and only nodded her head as thanks and left. She did not look at anyone in the house and walked straight out, as though she was not the one that those people were talking about.

After that, Song Nianmu thought of the reason why she wanted to save Xiao Ye at that time. She guessed that it was probably because she saw Xiao Ye’s eyes. She could not see his features clearly, they were all covered in blood, but she could still clearly see his bright eyes. And she was gripped by that moment.

How to describe that kind of feeling? She seemed to see herself kneeling at Third Young Master’s feet. He had never given in, even if he was afraid of everything that was about to happen. The 11-year-old Song Nianmu was also very frightened at that time. She had wished for a person to come and save her, because she was completely helpless.

That was why she wanted to help the bloodied boy, as though she was helping herself from that time.

She saw Xiao Ye again when Third Young Master dragged him to her side. The injuries on his face were nearly healed, there were only some bruises left, but this did not stop her from seeing that he was still young and delicate, just like she had been at that time.

He seemed to be more docile compared to that day, standing beside Third Young Master with his head lowered, waiting for his orders.

Third Young Master handed Xiao Ye over to her, telling her to bring him around first. Familiarize him with the place, and whatever she wanted to do to him was her own wish.

After Third Young Master left, Xiao Ye followed beside her. When she turned back to do her work, he spoke softly into her ear, thanking her.

But she did not plan to get too close with Xiao Ye. She did not speak with him often, and when she did she would use a cold tone, and immediately leave after she had finished speaking.

She originally thought that many things would happen just as expected. She was still the same in the past, she did not like to speak, she behaved coldly, she was ruthless when fighting, and she would smile charmingly in front of her targeted victims.

She originally thought that some things would probably never change until her death.

But these were just an assumption on her part.

Everything slowly changed from the night she turned 19.

That night, she screwed up her orders from Third Young Master for the first time.

Everything could have proceeded smoothly. But she drank an additional cup of water when she sat on the bed in the hotel room that man had booked.

She had already gotten what she wanted, and she only had to use a bath as an excuse to turn the water on in the bathroom, stay for a while and wait for her people to come and fetch her. But she felt dizzy when she entered the bathroom, so she leaned against the wall and rested for a while, and only then she realized that the water that man had given her was drugged.

She felt dizzier and dizzier, and the light above seemed to be spinning around when she raised her head and looked at it. Her body felt like jelly, as though there was no strength left in her. She cursed, wanting to use the door to hold herself up so that she could walk to the side of the bathtub and wash her face to wake herself up.

But the floor was wet, and she slipped and fell onto the ground with a thud. She groaned, and the man outside heard her. He knocked on the door and asked how she was. She blinked her eyes with tremendous effort, shook her head, and spoke in a sweet voice as she did before, “Nothing. Wait for me for a while.”

She managed to stand up using the basin as support and looked into the mirror at herself. Her legs were shaking and she could not even stand properly. She felt as though the world was spinning around her. She would not be able to hold on much longer if it continued like this. She took out her phone from her clothes and wanted to call for them to come up earlier, but there was no signal.

The man outside was still asking her teasingly, “Baby! Baby! Are you done? … I’m coming in if you don’t say anything.”

She replied, “Almost, wait two more minutes.”

She could not drag this on any longer. She did not know when the people downstairs would come up, and there was only the man and her in this room. She could not walk out like this.

She unzipped her clothes and pulled out a small knife she kept for emergency. She took a towel from the rack above the basin and put it into her mouth. She closed her eyes, held the knife and ruthlessly slashed her back.

Fresh blood immediately flowed out, the pain piercing right through the fog in her brain, and she woke up from her daze. She gritted her teeth, her head full of cold sweat, and she took a towel to tie around her injury.

The man outside was still urging her. “When will you be done… I’ve waited for so long…”

She wrapped her nightclothes tightly around her, covering the the injury on her back. Maintaining the calm that she tried hard to keep, she cleared her throat and said, “Coming… I’m putting my clothes on…”

The man outside already was impatiently taking out his keys to open the door. Only a towel was wrapped around the lower half of his body, and he had a wretched smile on his face. Song Nianmu immediately resumed wearing a charming smile on her face and walked towards him. “Why are you in such a hurry… You couldn’t even wait for me to finish bathing.”

The man placed his hand on the part of her back that was uninjured, and she secretly released a sigh of relief internally. She did not dare to let him see her back. She was still bleeding from her injury, the back of her clothes probably stained red.

She remained alert from the pain and faced him, planning to tease him as usual. That man stretched out a slimy plump hand and slid it towards her chest.

Her expression remained obscure, and she took and held on to his hand, secretly preventing him from moving it further down.

“Little miss… You already promised to come with me tonight… Why are you so reserved now?” The man was still smiling.

“Why are you in such a hurry, you’re not fun at all.” Her head started to spin again, even her gaze was becoming blurry. She tried her best to remain calm, and silently gave herself a pinch on her injured area.

She seemed to have bled a lot, the pain making her wide awake. She wiped the traces of blood on her right hand away on her back, remained smiling and served a glass of wine to the man. “Drink a little first and warm your body up, you can do whatever you want later.”

The man’s smiled turned more lewd. “Really?”

The man in front of her had a special identity. She still remembered Third Young Master’s words: “Take the item, and leave him unharmed.” She strove to keep her emotions at bay, to stop herself from grabbing the knife and slashing him across the throat. She could only do her best to drag the time and wait for the people below to come up and fetch her so that she could leave.

But she did not know whether it was because of the cup of water she had drunk earlier, or that something had happened to the people below, but there was still no knock on the door even after waiting for so long.

She did not know she could hold on for how much longer. The effects of the drug seemed to be getting stronger, and even the pain of her back could not stop the strong feeling of dizziness anymore. Sometimes she felt that her eyes were clearly opened, the sound of the man’s wretched laughter beside her, yet she could no longer see anything.

“You sure held on for a long time…” She heard that man whispering into her ear.

“You took my things, and you don’t even want to give me a little tidbit, aren’t you shameless!” His face was close to hers, and Song Nianmu finally could blurrily see a line of sight. She struggled to stand up, but crashed to the ground before she could even do so, panting heavily.

“Save your strength… The dose was three times stronger, you won’t be able to wake up tomorrow. Just lie back and enjoy it later.”

She wanted to open her mouth and speak, to fling a few curses at that man, and yet she could not even form a complete sentence. “Do you believe… that the next few days… will be terrible for you.”

“Aiyo… what a cold-hearted beauty… I’d long heard that… the woman next to Third Young Master is young and outstanding. Now that I’ve seen you today, I realized that these are all true.”

The wretched man’s hand lingered around her chest area, and Song Nianmu felt like vomiting, but she had no strength. She was pressed into the ground by him, and she could blurrily make out the man pulling down her bathrobe and leaning forward to kiss her.

She felt that she could not hold on any longer.

She closed her eyes, not wanting to witness something so disgusting. In her daze she seemed to hear pounding from the outside, but she could no longer think, and she remained lying on the ground like a corpse.

It was Xiao Ye who knocked the door down. He was originally supposed to come up and fetch her with another person. They had been waiting downstairs, waiting for her message saying that she had accomplished the mission before going up. But they were stopped on their way up, attacked by a group of people with rods.

Xiao Ye fought tooth and nail to get rid of their attackers, and when he suddenly realized that something had probably happened to Sister Lina, he rushed upstairs in a craze. He followed the original plan and knocked on the door twice, but there was no response. Xiao Ye then knocked the door down and as he expected, the first thing that he saw was Sister Lina being pressed onto the ground by that man, her clothes tousled and she was not moving.

That man was terribly overweight, the top half of his body full of jiggling fats. He had not even stood up yet when Xiao Ye sped over and mercilessly sent a flying kick to his head.

After that man was off her body, Song Nianmu took a deep breath, forced herself to wake up and pulled her clothes around her.

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<<<<156166174175176177178186>193
Total Chapters in book: 193
Estimated words: 242224 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 1211(@200wpm)___ 969(@250wpm)___ 807(@300wpm)
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