If The Deep Sea Forgets You by Su Fuling

FULL INDEX - COMPLETE LIST OF CHAPTERS:
Synopsis and Starting Chapter
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 61 - Suspect
Chapter 62 - I Love You
Chapter 63 - To Be Together Forever
Chapter 64 - Like They Had Known Each Other
Chapter 65 - My Brother'S Girlfriend
Chapter 66 - The Lying Woman
Chapter 67 - I Want To Stay By You
Chapter 68 - Sick With Flu
Chapter 69 - Disgusting Words
Chapter 70 - God Brother And God Sister
Chapter 71 - I Want To Drop Out
Chapter 72 - Why Did You Fight
Chapter 73 - Sleeping On Your Bed
Chapter 74 - Thrown On The Bed
Chapter 75 - Do You Love Me?
Chapter 76 - Let'S Break Up
Chapter 77 - This Is No Longer Possible
Chapter 78 - I'M Your Sister-In-Law
Chapter 79 - Have You Ever Loved Me?
Chapter 80 - Seduction
Chapter 81 - Don'T Overstep The Boundaries
Chapter 82 - Hiding
Chapter 83 - Gastric
Chapter 84 - Fainted
Chapter 85 - Gastrointestinal Perforation
Chapter 86 - Busy For An Entire Night
Chapter 87 - Millet Porridge
Chapter 88 - Don'T Work Anymore
Chapter 89 - Babies
Chapter 90 - His Parents
Chapter 91 - I Just Want To Hug You
Chapter 92 - To Depend On
Chapter 93 - Beautiful Girl
Chapter 94 - Drinking
Chapter 95 - Kiss
Chapter 96 - Crying From Misery
Chapter 97 - Kissing Again
Chapter 98 - Kissing Technique
Chapter 99 - Taking A Peek
Chapter 100 - In The Water
Chapter 101 - Pain
Chapter 102 - I Remembered
Chapter 103 - Life-Saving Straw
Chapter 104 - Sleep
Chapter 105 - I'M Dead
Chapter 106 - Nightmare
Chapter 107 - Accompany Me To Sleep
Chapter 108 - Present
Chapter 109 - Falling In Love
Chapter 110 - Present
Chapter 111 - Travel
Chapter 112 - Waking Up
Chapter 113 - Seaside
Chapter 114 - See No Evil
Chapter 115 - Your Brother'S Really Handsome
Chapter 116 - Life And Death
Chapter 117 - Separation
Chapter 118 - Body Reaction
Chapter 119 - My Face
Chapter 120 - Loving Couple
Chapter 121 - Hickey
Chapter 122 - I'M Dirty
Chapter 123 - Unemotional
Chapter 124 - Wearing Clothes
Chapter 125 - Nian Nian
Chapter 126 - Anger
Chapter 127 - Marriage
Chapter 128 - Chaotic Truth
Chapter 129 - Wife
Chapter 130 - Husband
Chapter 131 - I Want To Look At You More
Chapter 132 - Your Restaurant
Chapter 133 - Keeping A Distance
Chapter 134 - A Loving Couple
Chapter 135 - A Long Memory
Chapter 136 - Locked From The Inside
Chapter 137 - I'M Not Your Older Brother
Chapter 138 - Our Memories
Chapter 139 - Insomnia
Chapter 140 - An Indescribable Night
Chapter 141 - A Red Wine Kiss
Chapter 142 - Going Back To See Mo Han
Chapter 143 - A Ferocious Kiss
Chapter 144 - Don'T Meet Again
Chapter 145 - Mother
Chapter 146 - Sleeping Together
Chapter 147 - Death
Chapter 148 - Turn A Blind Eye
Chapter 149 - My Wife
Chapter 150 - Handsome Guy
Chapter 151 - Let Me Go
Chapter 152 - A Person With A Family
Chapter 153 - The Little Girl Within The Memory
Chapter 154 - The Truth Comes To Light
Chapter 155 - Kiss Her
Chapter 156 - Take Off Your Clothes
Chapter 157 - The Real Song Nianmu
Chapter 158 - You Don'T Love Me
Chapter 159 - I Don'T Like You
Chapter 160 - Angry
Chapter 161 - Destined
Chapter 162 - Moving Out
Chapter 163 - Don'T Hurt Her
Chapter 164 - Injured
Chapter 165 - Reconcile
Chapter 166 - Ex-Girlfriend
Chapter 167 - Getting Back Together
Chapter 168 - An Incidental Kiss
Chapter 169 - Drunk
Chapter 170 - Getting Together
Chapter 171 - A Stranger
Chapter 172 - You Will Remember Me
Chapter 173 - Morning Kiss
Chapter 174 - Aren'T You Dead?
Chapter 175 - Follow Me
Chapter 176 - Cold-Hearted Beauty
Chapter 177 - I Love Him
Chapter 178 - I'M Leaving
Chapter 179 - I Will Die
Chapter 180 - I Really Miss You
Chapter 181 - I Will Return
Chapter 182 - I'Ll Be Obedient
Chapter 183 - Third Young Master In Prison
Chapter 184 - Hickey
Chapter 185 - A Man'S Smell
Chapter 186 - Separation
Chapter 187 - Departure
Chapter 188 - Missing
Chapter 189 - A Sudden Accident
Chapter 190 - My Star
Chapter 191 - Away From Home
Chapter 192 - Going Home
Chapter 193 (End) - I'M Home
Categories Genre: All, Completed, Drama, Mystery, Romance, Shoujo Status: Completed Tags Authors: ,

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Total Chapters in book: 193
Estimated words: 242224 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 1211(@200wpm)___ 969(@250wpm)___ 807(@300wpm)
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Chapter 179 - I Will Die

Chapter 179: I Will Die

Translator:

Atlas Studios

Editor:

Atlas Studios

She glared at him, as though teaching her younger brother a lesson. Only then did Xiao Ye say, “Fine, fine, no matter what, I’ll give you a call and wait for you to come and save me, alright.”

That was the last sentence he ever said that day. She still remembered.

On the day of the meet up, she kept waiting in the alley. For some reason why, her heart was jumping really quickly that day. She kept thinking that it was because she had not slept well last night. She only understood that it was a premonition after everything happened.

She waited for a long time. She kept pacing back and forth in the alley, kept touching the phone in her pocket, kept waiting for someone to call her and inform her what was happening. No matter good or bad, as long as someone was able to tell her.

She waited until the sky was almost dark, and then she saw the person who had accompanied Third Young Master in the afternoon.

He stood before her and he did not look very good. She understood in an instant that something had probably happened.

“What happened?” She asked.

“Third Young Master wanted me to take you back.”

“I asked you what happened?!”

That person did not speak and only came up to her and restrained her, twisting her arm and dragging her away.

She swung her arm out of his grip and asked him loudly, “I asked you what happened?!”

That person remained silent and continued to restrain her.

“I want to see them! Where’s Third Young Master? Where’s Xiao Ye? What happened exactly, say something! Where are they?” She was almost howling.

He only spoke a sentence into her ear, “I’m sorry.”

And then her world turned dark.

When she woke up, there was nothing around her, just like all those years before. Her head was a little dizzy, and this made her feel as though she had returned to the past, but she soon quickly remembered the events before she fell unconscious. She immediately sat up and wanted to leave, but a bunch of people rushed in from outside and forced her to lie back down.

“I want to see Third Young Master,” She said.

“It is not convenient for Third Young Master to see you now,” That person replied.

“You guys have to tell me what happened at least! Why do you all want to keep me in this godforsaken place and refuse to even let me leave?”

These were Third Young Master’s orders.

She was locked there against her will for a day, and then she managed to escape from there with a lot of difficulty. She went back to the nightclub that she frequented, thinking of looking for Xiao Ye. Xiao Ye would definitely be there if he returned. Everyone refused to tell her what happened, so she wanted to ask Xiao Ye, he would definitely know what exactly happened.

Except Xiao Ye was dead.

The boss of the nightclub she went to told her that. He said that he personally saw Xiao Ye’s body covered in a white sheet. There were a lot of injuries on his body, and he was covered in blood. Actually, he could no longer be saved when he arrived at the hospital, so a death certificate was issued just an hour after his arrival.

She felt completely stunned when the boss of the nightclub told her that. The only words she managed to hear was that Xiao Ye was dead, and she seemed to be unable to hear anything else that he said. Everything was simply a buzzing noise rushing back and forth around her ears.

She went to find Third Young Master. He was in the Intensive Care Unit, his eyes were closed and a lot of tubes were attached all over his body.

She did not dare to continue looking after one glance. She turned her back to him and tightly covered her mouth with her hands, not daring to make any noise. She buried her head in her arms and did not come out for a long time.

She was not even sure how she had spent those days after. She did not go to see Xiao Ye for the last time, and neither did she go to his funeral, as though she would have to accept that Xiao Ye was already gone if she went. She did not want to accept this fact, so she remained sitting at the rooftop letting the wind blow past her. The wind at the rooftop felt comfortable to her, but it also suddenly brought up memories of something that had happened a long time ago.

This matter from a long time ago actually let her understand something.

The batch of goods was still not resolved and remained in Wang Sheng’s hands. First and Second Young Masters were saved by Third Young Master, and were staying at home to remain in hiding for now, so no one knew when Wang Sheng would appear again.

Third Young Master was in the Intensive Care Unit for nine days. She went to see him the day he was transferred to a normal ward. He was still very weak, and he had a stubble on his chin, making him look extraordinarily decadent.

She said, “I’m leaving, Third Young Master.”

He listened to her.

“I’m going to find Wang Sheng. I will deal with everything, don’t worry about it.”

She kept speaking. “First and Second Young Masters are not in the condition to do it, and they don’t know when Wang Sheng will come and make trouble for them again, but someone has to deal with this mess before things can proceed.

“If I die in Wang Sheng’s hands this time, then take it as repayment for your kindness for taking me in that year. If I’m lucky enough to survive, let me leave, I wish to lead a normal life.”

Third Young Master rejected her, saying, “I will deal with Wang Sheng’s matters a few days later after I’m better.”

“I realize that I seem to understand a lot of things in this short period of time.” Her voice was calm as she suddenly spoke.

“What do you understand?” Third Young Master stared at her.

“Actually, I did not really understand why you would let Xiao Ye be your driver at that time, and I only understood a few days ago.”

Third Young Master looked at her, but he seemed to be looking at a spot behind her, staring past her eyes.

“Xiao Ye told me in the past that there was an old man who would keep secretly staring at him for a period of time. He said that old man had waited at the place where he once lived at and touched his behind before. When I found out that Xiao Ye had died a few days ago, a daring thought suddenly came to my head. That old man had to be Wang Sheng.”

She spoke the words out loud, “You knew that Wang Sheng liked Xiao Ye, didn’t you? So that was why you brought Xiao Ye along with you, even though he didn’t do anything much usually?”

Third Young Master scolded her, saying, “What rubbish are you talking about?!”

She glanced at his expression and smiled. She was able to see his true feelings even at this time. His eyes were filled with guilt. She thought, he probably did not expect her to know about this matter as well, so he was unable to hide his feelings in such a short amount of time.

“Third Young Master, the things you do certainly live up to your title of Poisonous Third.”

She did not cry and kept smiling in front of him. But she smiled and smiled and started to feel tired. She suddenly thought of Xiao Ye, what was he thinking during the last few moments of his life? Had he hoped that she would go and save him?

Xiao Ye had not known that Third Young Master was using him until he died, right? That’s good, not knowing was good, she could not imagine what he would feel if Xiao Ye found out.

She said, “I will try my best to settle this one last matter for you. No matter how things turn out, the both of us no longer owe anything to each other.

“Third Young Master, I wouldn’t stop me if I were you. You can’t stop me either, you know that. I’m just like you, we dislike changing our decisions once we’ve made them.

“Whether I’m alive or dead in the future is no longer your business.”

Third Young Master finally asked her, “Are you sure you want to do this?”

She nodded.

Third Young Master said after a long time, “I hope that you can stay alive. No matter what happens, if you’re alive, then leave here as you wish. I will not question your life in the future.”

After she left Third Young Master’s side, she went to where Xiao Ye had lived. She tidied up his place, packed all the things he had loved into a big box and moved it to her place. The goldfish that he kept was also taken away by her and released into a pond.

Before she left, she tidied up her own room. She put Xiao Ye’s box into the deepest part of the storeroom so that no-one else could touch it. It was the safest place for it.

She went to see Wang Sheng. She brought a recording pen along with her, but no weapons. She stood opposite Wang Sheng, while there were many men at his side. He never truly looked at her from the start to the end, probably thinking that she was a naive brat who had come here to die.

She smiled, but she did not say out Wang Sheng’s thoughts nor her own. She had come here not just to get killed herself, but to send him to his own death as well.

She had never gone into a fight unprepared. She tricked Wang Sheng into speaking with her alone and secretly pressed the recording pen hidden on her chest to record him. She lured him into saying a lot of things, and then gently pressed the pen again to send the recording to the police.

After that, she took another empty recording pen that looked exactly the same and waved it at him, telling him that he would probably be taken to the police station for investigation at this time tomorrow.

Wang Sheng smiled and said that her actions were unnecessary. He had a lot of connections within the police, otherwise he would not have lived until now.

She smiled too and slowly walked closer to him. She held the recording pen high up with both hands, as though she was going to pass it to him. Then in a flash, she swiftly covered his mouth and pressed the button on the pen. A knife popped out from below, and she forcefully drove the knife right into Wang Sheng’s heart.

She saw Wang Sheng stare at her with his eyes widened. His hands were gripping hers, leaving bloody red impressions on her arm, but she did not feel the pain. The moment she saw Wang Sheng fall, she quietly spoke a sentence to herself; “My main purpose of coming here was to take your life.”

Wang Sheng lay on the ground, and she used her feet to drive the knife even deeper into his heart.

There were noises at the entryway, and Wang Sheng’s cronies came.

The moment she saw them rush towards her, she smiled, as though she had seen her final destination.

She would die at the hands of these people. These people who had the same blood-stained hands as hers.

She would personally watch them kill her, personally see her blood flow out until she had none left. She had never thought that she would be able to walk out of there alive.

Song Nianmu would die there that day, she deeply believed in that.

A man had already rushed to her side with a dagger. The dagger was deadly sharp, and he plunged it right into her chest. Fresh blood flowed out from the wound, and the people around her attacked her even more ferociously after seeing that she was injured. Their punches were powerful, and she could not hold on any longer. She slowly fell down, lying on the bloody ground.

That was her last memory. That was Song Nianmu’s and Lina’s last memory.

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Total Chapters in book: 193
Estimated words: 242224 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 1211(@200wpm)___ 969(@250wpm)___ 807(@300wpm)
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