Synopsis and Starting Chapter Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 61
Chapter 62
Chapter 63
Chapter 64
Chapter 65
Chapter 66
Chapter 67
Chapter 68
Chapter 69
Chapter 70
Chapter 71 - Arm Got Hurt
Chapter 72
Chapter 73
Chapter 74
Chapter 75
Chapter 76
Chapter 77
Chapter 78
Chapter 79
Chapter 80
Chapter 81
Chapter 82
Chapter 83
Chapter 84
Chapter 85
Chapter 86
Chapter 87
Chapter 88
Chapter 89
Chapter 90
Chapter 91
Chapter 92
Chapter 93 - My Helmet Got Smashed
Chapter 94 - My Helmet Got Smashed
Chapter 95 - Leaving Home
Chapter 96
Chapter 97
Chapter 98
Chapter 99
Chapter 100
Chapter 101 - The Same Voice
Chapter 102 - The Ones Inside Usually Have No Idea
Chapter 103
Chapter 104 - Ambush In The Air
Chapter 105 - I Like You
Chapter 106
Chapter 107
Chapter 108
Chapter 109
Chapter 110 - Rest Well
Chapter 111
Chapter 112 - Not My Boyfriend
Chapter 113
Chapter 114
Chapter 115
Chapter 116
Chapter 117
Chapter 118
Chapter 119
Chapter 120
Chapter 121
Chapter 122
Chapter 123
Chapter 124
Chapter 125
Chapter 126
Chapter 127 - He Played It Too Well
Chapter 128
Chapter 129
Chapter 130
Chapter 131
Chapter 132
Chapter 133
Chapter 134 - The Upgrading Match
Chapter 135 - Stay Away From Me
Chapter 136
Chapter 137
Chapter 138
Chapter 139
Chapter 140
Chapter 141
Chapter 142
Chapter 143
Chapter 144 - It Doesn’T Make Sense
Chapter 145 - Victory In The Team Match
Chapter 146 - Ah Jin Is A Guy
Chapter 147
Chapter 148
Chapter 149
Chapter 150
Chapter 151
Chapter 152
Chapter 153
Chapter 154
Chapter 155
Chapter 156
Chapter 157
Chapter 158
Chapter 159
Chapter 160
Chapter 161
Chapter 162
Chapter 163
Chapter 164
Chapter 165
Chapter 166
Chapter 167
Chapter 168
Chapter 169
Chapter 170
Chapter 171
Chapter 172
Chapter 173
Chapter 174
Chapter 175
Chapter 176
Chapter 177
Chapter 178
Chapter 179
Chapter 180
Chapter 181
Chapter 182
Chapter 183
Chapter 184
Chapter 185
Chapter 186
Chapter 187
Chapter 188
Chapter 189
Chapter 190
Chapter 191
Chapter 192
Chapter 193
Chapter 194
Chapter 195
Chapter 196
Chapter 197
Chapter 198
Chapter 199
Chapter 200
Chapter 201
Chapter 202
Chapter 203
Chapter 204
Chapter 205
Chapter 206
Chapter 207
Chapter 208
Chapter 209
Chapter 210 - Side Story (2)
Chapter 211
Chapter 212 - Side Story (3)
Chapter 213
Chapter 214 - Side Story (4)
Chapter 215
Chapter 216
Chapter 217 - Side Story (6)
Categories Genre: All, Comedy, Completed, Romance, School Life, Shounen Status: Completed ______
Total Chapters in book: 217
Estimated words: 350245 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 1751(@200wpm)___ 1401(@250wpm)___ 1167(@300wpm)
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In the dormitory, the father and the son were still giving each other a silent treatment. In this cold war, He Jin didn’t fear, he still clenched his fist tightly. He wasn’t sure how many times he could still act so rebelliously in his lifetime, and he didn’t know if he would still be brave enough to tell anyone everything on his mind like this time. He did it not because of Qin Yang, but for himself. Even if it was impossible to be with Qin Yang, this was still be something that he ought to do if he wanted to pursue freedom.
Finally, He Jin’s father agreed, but with conditions, “He Jin, come home with me this weekend. Apologize to her and try to reconcile. Then, you will stop going out with that boy. Dad will pretend as if nothing has happened, and I won’t tell your mom either. She still doesn’t know about this, imagine if she does, she must go insane…and…if you have any thoughts, you can tell me. I can’t guarantee that your mom will understand you, but I’ll try my best to consider your advice.”
After hearing what his father said, He Jin didn’t calm down. On the contrary, he was like a hedgehog that got pissed off, “why do I need to apologize to her? She’s so narrow-minded, whenever she’s angry, she’d just throw things and scold at me. She said that it’s for my own good, but she also said that she wouldn’t give me any more money. You said that I haven’t called these six months, then what about you? Have you ever asked about me? I’m not asking you for money, without her money, I can still survive until now…”
The further He Jin went on, the more he was determined that he’s the right one. His dad even wanted him to stop dating Qin Yang, and He Jin found it hilarious. What made him think that he had the right to? Without them, He Jin was living so happily. Then why did he have to do what they wanted?
When he was very emotional, He’s father raised his head and looked at He Jin. There was no more desperation and blaming in his bloodshot eyes, but there’s a feeling that He Jin didn’t understand – it’s both complex and deep, “He Jin, your mother is sick…” The man had endured for a long time, and he said with much difficulty, “she has very serious depression and she is suicidal.”
Suddenly, He Jin’s rage was blocked. What was it…serious depression? Is it a mental disorder?
After his father went silent for a while, it seemed that he’d made up his mind for something and he asked, “do you still remember that you had a brother?”
He Jin was a little confused, how come his dad mentioned his brother all of a sudden?
He’s father, “when you were small, we told you that your brother died of illness. Do you still remember?”
He Jin nodded, “yes.”
“Your brother He Lin,” He’s father started weeping and he wiped the corner of his eye, “he didn’t die out of illness. He committed suicide.”
He Jin went pale, “what?”
He’s father, “he liked playing around, and he’s much naughtier than you. Since he was small, he never listened to your mother. Both your mother and I spoiled him. When he was in high school, he always went to internet cafes, and he met some bad friends there…then, he began dating a boy.”
He Jin couldn’t believe his ears, “my brother…is gay too?”
He Jin’s father looked down and didn’t answer that question. He continued, “we scolded him, but he didn’t listen. He just stopped returning home. At that time, you were only four years old, and you needed somebody to take care of you. Your mom and I had to work, we didn’t have much time for him…after half a year, he suddenly staying at home more, we thought that he wanted to be a good boy again. So, we didn’t ask him much. But then we saw him stop eating and sleeping, and he lost weight quickly. A few days later, he left us a suicide note. He took a whole bottle of sleeping pills.”
He Jin’s eyes opened widely, he couldn’t comprehend, “why did he commit suicide?”
He’s father, “in his suicide note, he said that he had that kind of relationship with the boy, and he later found out that his boyfriend had AIDS, he thought that he’d got the same. He dared not tell us, and after one month, he was so scared that he couldn’t hold on to it anymore…”
After knowing this incident, He Jin felt totally lost.
He’s father, “since then, your mother has changed. She began controlling you, she doesn’t want you to go online, and she especially doesn’t like you knowing friends there. She even objects you dating while you’re studying…He Jin, I think it’s quite difficult for you to understand why I’ve always listened to your mother. Because I know how she felt after losing He Lin, and now she doesn’t want to lose you because of the same reason. That’s why she treats you like that. But never would I have thought that you’d hate her so much.”
He Jin lost all his strength, like a deflated ball. He couldn’t say anything, since anything that he said would appear empty.
He’s father, “I never thought that your mother would suffer from any mental disorder, and I never paid any attention. When you left home, she began to have more problems. Every day, she said something crazy at home, and she always said that she wanted to kill herself. Then, I brought her to see a doctor, she was diagnosed with depression. She scolds you, throw things, and she’s always nervous, that’s all because she has depression…”
The rebellious elements in He Jin’s body seemed to be totally condensed. He Jin felt that someone had put a big iron plate on his neck. Every word his father said seemed like a crime for him, and they were carved on that plate, pressing him, making it difficult to breathe.
He Jin desperately asked, “how is she now?”
At that time, he suddenly realized that in front of illness and death, and as a son, his personal feelings seemed so unimportant. That woman was his mother, no matter how ridiculous she was, she’s sick now, and her son had to forgive her.
He Jin’s father, “in fact, for this kind of illness, being hospitalized doesn’t help. The doctor had prescribed some medicine. She’s now at home and I asked your aunt to be with her…she even didn’t know that I was here looking for you.”
He Jin loosened his fist and said, “I’m going back with you. Tonight.”
Total Chapters in book: 217
Estimated words: 350245 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 1751(@200wpm)___ 1401(@250wpm)___ 1167(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 350245 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 1751(@200wpm)___ 1401(@250wpm)___ 1167(@300wpm)
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